MADNESS is a masked rockstar, brother’s best friend, metalcore dark romance.

ANDI

For a decade, I’ve managed to dodge getting assigned to photograph my brother’s rock band, Young Decay. That is until one of our photographers tries to get a photo of the band’s most elusive and private member.

It’s only for ten days. Just long enough to capture their Halloween homecoming show run and while they find a permanent replacement.

I’m set for home, thinking I can avoid all the fears going home comes with. Fears that I’ve been running from for years now.

I expect the darkness of the past to dig its claws into me and threaten never to let go.

However, I don’t expect to find someone who sees my darkness not as a flaw but as another beautiful part of who I am. And I especially don’t expect that someone to be my brother’s best friend, Young Decay’s masked bassist, Mads Tourning.

Or as I know him… Maddox Keynes

MADDOX

Since Young Decay’s early days, my privacy has been a part of me I’ve clung to. I’m used to wearing the mask day in and day out, hiding myself from anyone who might want a glimpse.

They don’t expect to find a monster running from his past, hoping people will forget he even exists.

Yet, here I am heading home for our band’s Halloween homecoming run.

I’m ready to shed my mask and finally breathe a little in front of the people who took me in as a kid, and even to see the woman I’ve had a crush on for a decade.

I never expected to one day have her in my arms, to share the darkest corners of my soul with.

And now that I have her… I’ll do anything to keep her.

Even if it means losing everything.

Triggers: graphic depictions of assault, domestic abuse, death, stories of childhood abuse, past trauma, suicide, and self-harm.

Sexual Content: breath play, masks, and bondage.

CHAOS is a hate-to-love, fake dating metalcore rockstar romance.

REED

I’ve always been the guy everyone knows by name or voice, who people want to be friends with and who some people want to be. As the lead singer of the rock band Young Decay, I’ve been able to stay true to that person.
However, the one thing that’s always been my downfall is never turning down a challenge.
Maybe that’s why when plus-size model and actress, Wren Kelly, approaches me about a fake dating scheme her publicist worked up, I barely hesitate before agreeing to it.
Have I mentioned how much she absolutely hates me?

WREN

I’ve lived my life behind a mask I have no intention of shedding—not for any acting role, not for any friend, and most especially, not for any relationship.
My publicist thinks she has a genius plan: fake date everyone’s favorite bad boy rockstar, Reed Matthews, hoping to turn the public’s eye in a more positive direction.
The only problem is that he’s everything I can never have.
Amidst our heated arguments and the public's scrutinizing gaze, I feel him chipping away at the walls I’ve spent years curating. With more press watching my every move, the demons from my past quickly begin catching up with me and threatening everything I care about.
Reed wants this to be real.
He wants us to go on being together even after the stunt is over.
But every story has to have an ending.
And no story I’ve ever lived through has had a happy one.

Triggers: Graphic depictions of sexual assault, mental abuse, death, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, and gun violence. Mentions of family death, organ trafficking, and kidnapping.

Sexual Content: explicit sex scenes including voyeurism, breath play, bondage, rage sex, pegging, and more.

Bonnie

BEDLAM is a dark sapphic metalcore romance.

Life as the Young Decay drummer has its perks: traveling the world, beautiful fans in every city, living out my rockstar dreams. Still, no glamorous life ever came without its pitfalls—namely, addiction, jealousy, and stalkers.
Lucky for me, I ended up on the losing side of all three.
For the last five years, I’ve fought tooth and nail for my sobriety, the forgiveness of my friends and family, and avoided anything that might put all that in jeopardy. I thought I’d moved on from the attack, from my stalker, from the drink that nearly took me out.
I’m torn between exploring the growing feelings I have for the band’s new bodyguard and sabotaging everything for a glimpse of my stalker’s face.
When danger from the past shows itself in the form of a phone call, the walls I built begin to crumble.
Secrets are revealed. The past is winning.
But with her at my side, I know I can conquer anything.
And our rage is greater than my fear. 

Triggers: GRAPHIC depictions of sexual assault (not between main characters), dub con, stalking, self-harm, described spiked drinks/roofie situations, deathbed (cancer, not main character), alcohol abuse, addiction, drugs, overdose, internal struggles with sobriety, murder, grooming (not main characters), manipulative and invasive thoughts, toxic behaviors, talk of infertility and miscarriage, gun violence, blood, death

Sexual Content: dubious consent, choking, somnophilia, spanking, blindfolding, and more.

Zeb

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